This isn't the way I thought it would be

I have nothing to say that everyone hasn't already discovered. But sometimes...life is just disappointing. I know that God is faithful and everything is in His perfect timing, so I struggle with feeling guilty about my disappointment. If that doesn't make things worse! My heart certainly identifies with the Script. that says "hope deferred makes the heart sick"(proverbs 13:12). I guess I'll just keep looking for my "tree of life".